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To think it's been 3 years since I've done this drawing
what.the.fuck.
where the fuck did time go to are you serious.
and here I am now frustrated to the point of my hairs because I can't draw a damn rock. What the hell is wrong with me.
oh well at least there's Heavy Rain and an appropriate coat.
what.the.fuck.
where the fuck did time go to are you serious.
and here I am now frustrated to the point of my hairs because I can't draw a damn rock. What the hell is wrong with me.
oh well at least there's Heavy Rain and an appropriate coat.
Hello there
Hello there folks. It's been... I don't even know how long. I don't even know how to use deviantart anymore. I need to try to get my bearings again. I haven't been drawing a lot for the past... however long... since I've posted here. I have ideas of what I wish I could do, but I don't really work towards that. A lot has changed, not much has changed. I did do some drawings, same old style of just trying to copy pretty photos hoping to learn something with them, but same way it didn't work 10 years ago to improve, won't happen now. "What's the definition of insanity", right? This account has a long journey of drawings and I kind of want to show the next chapters of it. Anyway, I posted my most recent one. Here it is
truth
it is at times like this, when I see and feel the good things that are lost, that I also see all the ugliest and worst parts of myself and it shows that I am, and have always been, right. Being solely the only person that fully and utterly sees me for what I am.
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december
i have a pain in my chest that doesn’t fade. i don't know if I'm exploding or imploding. times like this is when art should come, is it not? something to puncture the wound and let it bleed out, a necessary pouring out
december and I will forever hold each other by the throat and smash our heads against the wall. It's one of those cases of 'fully embrace your demons because they'll never let you go' and I sure as fuck will drag them down with me
see you next year.
7
7 years later. Another VII
Enter July. We are gonna have a long conversation, old friend. Because that's what we will be now. Slowly, carefully. Baby steps. It's been 7 years, but 9 overall. If that doesn’t count for something, I don’t know what will.
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It looks great. Maybe it'sjust lack of practice