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HoshisamaValmor

this truth drives me to madness
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Hello there

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Hello there folks. It's been... I don't even know how long.

I don't even know how to use deviantart anymore. I need to try to get my bearings again.


I haven't been drawing a lot for the past... however long... since I've posted here. I have ideas of what I wish I could do, but I don't really work towards that. A lot has changed, not much has changed.


I did do some drawings, same old style of just trying to copy pretty photos hoping to learn something with them, but same way it didn't work 10 years ago to improve, won't happen now. "What's the definition of insanity", right?


This account has a long journey of drawings and I kind of want to show the next chapters of it.


Anyway, I posted my most recent one. Here it is

Powder pen drawing - cosplayer Geazakicosplay
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truth

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it is at times like this, when I see and feel the good things that are lost, that I also see all the ugliest and worst parts of myself and it shows that I am, and have always been, right. Being solely the only person that fully and utterly sees me for what I am.
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truth by HoshisamaValmor
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december

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i have a pain in my chest that doesn’t fade. i don't know if I'm exploding or imploding. times like this is when art should come, is it not? something to puncture the wound and let it bleed out, a necessary pouring out 

december and I will forever hold each other by the throat and smash our heads against the wall. It's one of those cases of 'fully embrace your demons because they'll never let you go' and I sure as fuck will drag them down with me

see you next year. 



VII by HoshisamaValmor
overflowling by HoshisamaValmor
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7

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 7 years later. Another VII  VII by HoshisamaValmor
A Matter of Perspective - pen drawing by HoshisamaValmor
Enter July. We are gonna have a long conversation, old friend. Because that's what we will be now. Slowly, carefully. Baby steps. It's been 7 years, but 9 overall. If that doesn’t count for something, I don’t know what will.
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Yeah, I’m really getting it on. No sleep, no rest, stressing out of my head, working double shifts, excruciating heat starting even if it’s just for a day or two, and add the nosebleeds. I’m doing great.


It's always a nice sight though. I wish I had a camera and I'd start to take pictures of different cosplay characters with nosebleeds. Mello and Levi seem just about great with nosebleeds. Max already has them in the game so it'd be really accurate too bad I'd have to do the make up work beforehand but seems like I'm gonna enter nosebleed season so ,oh well

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truth by HoshisamaValmor, journal

december by HoshisamaValmor, journal

7 by HoshisamaValmor, journal

And enter the nosebleeds by HoshisamaValmor, journal

A call back on drawings, then and now by HoshisamaValmor, journal